It's Too Late
Why does it's so hard to tell the truth to someone that you love, care or anyone. First thing on their mind was that if I'm going to tell the truth is it our relationship will be close as a best friend or that person gonna avoid from me forever. Just like what happen recently to one of my friends. They were really a good friends and always hang out together, and he knew her family a lot and used to sleep over at her house since her parents allowed he to stay over and sleep at one of the guest room. The reasons why her family allowed him to sleepover at their house because they've wanted to take him as their son. They've been knowing each other for 4 years. Since after he got a job which they were apart for a long time about a month. He always said to her that he miss her so much, she was the best sister he ever had before he went to his new worked place. She was dropping her tears alone inside the room, and she told her friends that he is the only brother that she had and she did not have any brother except an elder sister.
They've kept on contact to each other even though line coverage at his working area quite bad. Frequently no signal. He said he was miss her so much and he cannot stand working at his new working place. That was not he want it, the post he hold now wasn't his choice he just want gain some experience only. He only last for a month and he wanted to quit.
After he quit from the job, he went back to his hometown and saying goodbye to her and said to her might be he will not be to meet her for a long time, because he want to take a good care of his folks. She was crying all alone, cause her brother was too far away and she can't go there every time cause it's too far. One day she asked her brother whether he missed her or not. Her brother told her that not really because he get used to be alone. Her heart was filled with tears and heart broken a little bit by that time.
A few weeks after that, her brother sms was quite odd, cause something like too romantic and as if like he was interested into her. He said I love you so much my little sister and I miss you. She was quite shocked at first and she pretend like it was quite normal though hence he was her brother. So just think positively. Not for long after Christmas just want to get near to New Year Celebration they kept on fighting and a lot of things been augured. Her guts was telling her that his brother was hiding something behind her back. She felt like he was interested into her. She decided to tell him the truth how does she feel about him. At first, she was quite nervous to tell him how does she felt about him, with a brave heart she straight told him that she did interested into him and just because she did not want to like felt so hurt enough she decided to leave her feelings away. That was she told him in text messages. He replied, and told her that owh ok, what makes her interested into him. She even didn't knew what to say, the right things had been done rather than she kept on hiding how did she felt on her brother.
Honestly, her brother had feeling on her too but he was too afraid to tell her the truth. He loves to annoy, bully his foster sister. Til she really get mad and sulk. He told her that he liked the way she get mad and sulking around, even though she had a lot of ideas to talk about. In deep inside his heart he still love her as his sister. When she red a text message from him by told her like that, she get curious about him cause it was sounds like he was like her more than a sister. She did tried so many times wanted to know the truth whether what does his feeling on her. He kept on deny and deny. Too afraid to tell the truth.
She did asked her friends about it, all among of her friends respond on her curiosity by told her that based on their judgement he did had a feeling on her. Cause the way he looked at her, his like someone falling in love and to afraid express it. Technically she hate someone that did not being honest with her and not telling the truth. She was felt kinda miserable cause for 4 days she kept on reply her brother text message like she was angry at him. Day by day, she was getting fade up, and decided to wait and see whether he wanted to tell truth about his feeling on her. Keep on waiting and waiting, she finally get fed up. Every time she went out with her guy friend he will asked with who else again. Just both of you? Where are you two going to? She was wondering why did he asked her that such question as if like he was her boyfriend.
After few weeks later he went to her place, to express how did he felt to her. That he had crush on her since he got his new job past few months ago. Both of them met at some place that was privately and no one can hear their conversation. He told her how did he felt at her, he said that he was falling in love at her since he quit from the job, cause she was caring about him, kept on asking his condition and helped him a lot, till he has heart or crush on her. She told him that it was too late for him to express his feeling at her. Cause she'd been waiting for so long after she'd express her feelings at him and she getting fed up. She just move on til she meet her boyfriend which is now. He was disappointed on himself by so ego and hypocrite. Too afraid to tell her the truth. She wasn't really close with him, cause too long of waiting and her heart crush on him was gone just like that. She pray for him that he will meet someone else much more better than her and by that time please do not too afraid to tell her how does you feel about her. Stop hurting or playing with her feelings because too much pain, hurts and waiting ... her heart shall be closed to accept you ...
In BM "Menyesal dahulu pendapatan, menyesal kemudian tiada berguna" Kesimpulannya janganlah terlalu takut untuk berterus terang. Kerana kesakitan menanti anda untuk berterus-terang sungguh pedih dan membuatkan si dia, merasa tawar hati kepada anda dan akan menjauhi dari anda sedikit demi sedikit. Jadi gunakan lah peluang dengan sebaik-baik nya sebelum terlambat.
They've kept on contact to each other even though line coverage at his working area quite bad. Frequently no signal. He said he was miss her so much and he cannot stand working at his new working place. That was not he want it, the post he hold now wasn't his choice he just want gain some experience only. He only last for a month and he wanted to quit.
After he quit from the job, he went back to his hometown and saying goodbye to her and said to her might be he will not be to meet her for a long time, because he want to take a good care of his folks. She was crying all alone, cause her brother was too far away and she can't go there every time cause it's too far. One day she asked her brother whether he missed her or not. Her brother told her that not really because he get used to be alone. Her heart was filled with tears and heart broken a little bit by that time.
A few weeks after that, her brother sms was quite odd, cause something like too romantic and as if like he was interested into her. He said I love you so much my little sister and I miss you. She was quite shocked at first and she pretend like it was quite normal though hence he was her brother. So just think positively. Not for long after Christmas just want to get near to New Year Celebration they kept on fighting and a lot of things been augured. Her guts was telling her that his brother was hiding something behind her back. She felt like he was interested into her. She decided to tell him the truth how does she feel about him. At first, she was quite nervous to tell him how does she felt about him, with a brave heart she straight told him that she did interested into him and just because she did not want to like felt so hurt enough she decided to leave her feelings away. That was she told him in text messages. He replied, and told her that owh ok, what makes her interested into him. She even didn't knew what to say, the right things had been done rather than she kept on hiding how did she felt on her brother.
Honestly, her brother had feeling on her too but he was too afraid to tell her the truth. He loves to annoy, bully his foster sister. Til she really get mad and sulk. He told her that he liked the way she get mad and sulking around, even though she had a lot of ideas to talk about. In deep inside his heart he still love her as his sister. When she red a text message from him by told her like that, she get curious about him cause it was sounds like he was like her more than a sister. She did tried so many times wanted to know the truth whether what does his feeling on her. He kept on deny and deny. Too afraid to tell the truth.
She did asked her friends about it, all among of her friends respond on her curiosity by told her that based on their judgement he did had a feeling on her. Cause the way he looked at her, his like someone falling in love and to afraid express it. Technically she hate someone that did not being honest with her and not telling the truth. She was felt kinda miserable cause for 4 days she kept on reply her brother text message like she was angry at him. Day by day, she was getting fade up, and decided to wait and see whether he wanted to tell truth about his feeling on her. Keep on waiting and waiting, she finally get fed up. Every time she went out with her guy friend he will asked with who else again. Just both of you? Where are you two going to? She was wondering why did he asked her that such question as if like he was her boyfriend.
After few weeks later he went to her place, to express how did he felt to her. That he had crush on her since he got his new job past few months ago. Both of them met at some place that was privately and no one can hear their conversation. He told her how did he felt at her, he said that he was falling in love at her since he quit from the job, cause she was caring about him, kept on asking his condition and helped him a lot, till he has heart or crush on her. She told him that it was too late for him to express his feeling at her. Cause she'd been waiting for so long after she'd express her feelings at him and she getting fed up. She just move on til she meet her boyfriend which is now. He was disappointed on himself by so ego and hypocrite. Too afraid to tell her the truth. She wasn't really close with him, cause too long of waiting and her heart crush on him was gone just like that. She pray for him that he will meet someone else much more better than her and by that time please do not too afraid to tell her how does you feel about her. Stop hurting or playing with her feelings because too much pain, hurts and waiting ... her heart shall be closed to accept you ...
In BM "Menyesal dahulu pendapatan, menyesal kemudian tiada berguna" Kesimpulannya janganlah terlalu takut untuk berterus terang. Kerana kesakitan menanti anda untuk berterus-terang sungguh pedih dan membuatkan si dia, merasa tawar hati kepada anda dan akan menjauhi dari anda sedikit demi sedikit. Jadi gunakan lah peluang dengan sebaik-baik nya sebelum terlambat.
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