It Feels Good To Be Alone

It has been a while I did not active into blogging ever since my schedule on last month quite pack, even I do not have time to spend on myself. Life isn't that so great, sometimes it may up and the other time it's going down.

I get kinda easily to feel being alienated, especially people surrounding me looks like a devious smile, fake personality and so call as moron. Basically, I'm good into joining the crowd cause it doesn't feels like get fit with the crowd on which most of the time I like to spend myself alone. Usually, it feels kinda reluctant when everything keep blame on me even a thing that isn't my fault.

Seemly, it getting much more peaceful to seat all myself at the corner, doing my own things by without talking to most of people on which that is the best I can do. Of coarse not everyone can understand my personality is because they're not on my shoes. Everybody has their own unique personality, no matter bad or good side of it.

Peace and calm of my mind when there is a time of relaxation on certain place promote a relief on stress. It was my habit to isolate from certain people on which I'm not good at going out or travelling in group. They can say I'm weird, I just don't care because that who I am. I change who I am, you're not God to change me. At work for most of the time, if I've got nothing to do I usually take out my phone and do my own things on which I don't really care people surround me cause for certain of my colleagues aren't good enough to share a story with. Most of the time I feel like outta of space and in a alien planet that has weird living things on it.

I guess the idea has been disgrace from a memory which leaves everything behind. Well that's okay, we can't please everyone surround us. The most important is just be yourself and live happily.